“Starting fresh”

Ang tagal ko na palang nag-post dito ano. But first things first, click on the homepage of this blog. Sa mga naka-access na dito dati, you may wonder, “O, ano nang nangyari sa mga dati mong blog posts?” Well to answer that, itinago ko na lahat yun. So there you go, a “fresh new” look to the blog.

Notice the intro? Yes, maniwala kayo, hindi na ito kasama sa intro. It’s just one damn paragraph long! Sinadya ko yun, but not for the purposes of starting fresh. No fucking way mawawala ang mahabang intro, wait no, actually, pwede, pero may transition yun.

This recently concluded sem was a roller coaster for me, not really on the acads part but more on the emotional part. I don’t know if it’s due to being a member of ACME starting 1st sem, or that (more on this on my next entry, to those who talk to me often alam niyo na yun) — most likely the latter one. Sa mga kalokohan/kagaguhan/katangahan na ginawa ko noong 1st sem, nagkaroon talaga ako ng wrong approach. May mga bagay na pinrioritize ko na hindi dapat, at may mga subjects akong pinabayaan talaga (looking at you, 145).

So ayan, may 2+ weeks pa ang sembreak na ito. Might as well “start fresh”, maghanap ng different approach sa mga bagay-bagay, and new perspectives too. So bakit linagyan ko ng apostrophes ang start fresh na yan? Well, pointless rin naman yung mag-start tayo ulit from scratch eh. Sayang naman yung existence ko sa mundong ito. Marami naman kasi akong natutunan along the way, in fact, I can say na nag-improve ako maturity-wise, even if alam kong I’m miles away from being a fully mature person. Ineembrace ko na lang itong mga pagkakamali to be better. :)

Just like the look of my blog now, I hope I can enter the 2nd sem in a clean sheet: walang pababayaang subjects, bawasan ang pagcucut, a more efficient way of balancing acads and org, etc. Of course, I try to remain open-minded. Different approaches, Different perspectives. More people to meet. What’s not to like, honestly? :))

Improving never stops. The only incident that ends yourself is death. Next.

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